The Grace of the Morning

Learning to meet Jesus in the early hours of the day

An 1835–1836 painting by George Catlin titled 'Dubuque’s Grave, Upper Mississippi'

Greetings, fellow pilgrims! I’ve had little time to write this month, and I came down with a bad case of the flu. I plan to be back next month to talk about the absence of God, a common but intensely distressing experience many Christians go through.

In the meantime, I thought you’d enjoy a beautiful article by Zack Eswine titled “The Grace of the Morning.”

Sometimes I greet the morning like a troubled atheist, lost in a god-empty story that cannot handle what frightens me. In the words of Phillip Larkin’s haunting poem, “Aubade,” I wake up staring into “soundless dark . . . unresting death,” experiencing “a special way of being afraid” amid “all the uncaring intricate rented world.”

On such mornings, I need the name of Jesus spoken and his true story told to me afresh. I grab a pencil from the lampstand and scribble grace-words on a page.

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Ryan writes for weary pilgrims learning to follow Jesus through the wilderness. For nearly nine years, he served as a lead pastor at a church in Escondido, California. He currently works as a chaplain with a hospice organization in San Diego.

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